Last Year, Today

1 year had passed. SPM results are out today and congratulations to all that scored well. Congrats to my darling Kristen for obtaining straight A's. St. Teresa Secondary School's results drop a bit this year though. Only 4 straight A1 and altogether 16 straight A's whereas last year, there were 6 straight A1 and altogether 24 straight A's. Nevertheless, congratulations to all. They must all be having a feast of joy today and from tomorrow onwards, they'd be scouring for scholarships. haha...

Last year, this time, was one of my most blissful day. Not only because of my SPM results but there's something else too which I never really told anyone. hehe... How I wish to go back in time to a year ago.....

The day before SPM, Blackie asked me if I'd want to go yam cha with him the next day but I told him that depends on my results. If sad, how to go out right? The next day, we went out for hi-tea...lol... He came to pick me up, and the first thing he did was asked for my results and I told him and he was taken aback. -_-" He thought I was just going to pass SPM with B's and C's. Proves that I have the not-study-material face. haha...oh well... don't really mind actually...

After munch munch sip sip talk talk, he drove me back and when I was almost home, he professed his affection for me. hahahaha...sounds disgusting right? haha...that's the whole point. That time, I still wasn't that that that close to him and I'm actually very shy and reserved to people whom I'm not close to so, I didn't know how to answer him. haha... All I did was smile in a very awkward manner. haha....

After he was done saying all he wanted and I didn't respond much, he then said maybe you want to consider about it? Immediately subtly nodded. hahaha.... Part of the reason to why I held back was also because it was 12th March. Why not 12th March?? Secret. ^^

Deep down, I was very happy when he told me he liked me because at that time, I liked him a bit already. tee hee.. I won't be going out with him if I don't.

I was already supremely elated because of my results and what he told me could be depicted as the delicious creamy whipcream on top of my ice blended chocolate chip. ooooooo....starbucks..... i'm deprived of you here.... speaking of which, opposite the ATM machine now, there's the LG truck promoting their ice-cream phone and there's Baskin Robbins sign on it. It gave me so much hope that they'll be Baskin Robbins ice-cream but my hopes all came crashing. boo hoo... But, the ice-cream phone is really lovely and sweet. I want the pink one. Can I have that as my belated birthday present, mum? Please. =D Ya la, I know the answer is no la. hrrmpphh.. (>.<)

Nap time. Goodnight.... XOXO

Officially Physically & Mentally Exhausted

I am currently in the study room in Newton Block. I've been sitting here for approximately 7 hours straight doing my biology assignment which I want to hand in tomorrow. It's not last minute work!! The due date is 3rd March but according to my planning, I really am short of time.

The whole of next week is devoted for midterm exams which are very important and I haven't exactly prepared well for yet. Not forgetting, tedious public speaking devour quite a bit of my time every weekend. sighh.... Next weekend, I have special plans which I'll reveal when the time comes. =D

Therefore, I only see today fit for completing my biology assignment. I am left with one last question but it's rather difficult. So, I'm currently taking a breather now.

College ain't tasting sweet no more! darn... I was so relaxed last sem but this sem, it's busy busy stress stress all the way.... wooooww.... death ride..

Also informing that I'll be taking a hiatus. No time to blog for now unless I have the sudden tendency to. It's just ephemeral, I promise. Won't leave my blog for good just yet. hehe...

I'm feeling a bit dizzy and fluish...grrr... Anyway.... gtg...

XOXO

Momentary Liberation

I just had my Computer quiz just now; biology test yesterday. I really pray they'd turn out good. I really need good scores else I'm doomed this semester. I'm very apprehensive about the subjects I'm taking this semester. None is appealing to me and none gives me the impression that I can score. That's why, I really need to reach out as far as I can to grab hold of coursework marks. That's the only way that would do me some help else finals would be intensely stressful. But, I'm a slothful undeserving slug.

I can't study when I don't feel the pressure of exams approaching but it's not nonchalance, I worry but can't study until stress comes banging my head. I just cannot assemble focus and soul to do daily revision. Sometimes, I really envy seeing those who studies every single day without fail. Seriously! Without fail. That's more than amazing. I get really intimidated but no action done. I wish I could sometimes. That's why, prior to tests or quizzes, approximately a week or so, I'll be very miserable, whiny, and impatient. When I call my dad and complain, he replies poppycock that I don't want to listen!! Daddy, you evil meanie!! hehe.. Luck for me, I have Blackie. muahahaaa... poor fella... over and over again I whine nothing uncommon...

I feel less of the heavy burden at the moment although I have yet to complete my biology report that's due tomorrow and also an animated clock of which I'm suppose to email to my lecturer also tomorrow. Pfffftttt..... And in a week or two, more tests and quizzes are coming. Oh "joy"!! -_-". Barricade after barricade before sheer liberation. =( I want semester break...quick! tee hee.... =p

On a brighter note, Valentine's Day is coming!! 2 days and counting, darlings!! So exciting! tee hee... Spread the loveeeee..... haha.... I sound like a junkie hippie.

Till next time, toodles...

Pondering

Cogitating and weighing the pros and cons

I must have woken up from the wrong side of the bed. Abruptly after gaining full consciousness, I started thinking about things that truly annoys me but of which little know or even realize. I am having a strong urge to rant,rant, and RANT, but because I found out that there are unwanted eyes paying attention to the substance I dribble in my blog, I had to curb my exuberant desire to pour my heart out without second thoughts. I may seem like a mechanical cog but certainly,I have feelings!
It hit me, wondering if I should start a new blog and make it unheard of. That way, my blog would live true to the purpose of being my ranting ground or universal ground for that matter.

That made me sound like a secretive person, right?? Hold your horses, honey! Don't start using astrology explanation for my decisions. They say Pisces are secretive but I say to a certain extend. There are limits on how much to open up. There are some things I don't find the need to share with everyone I know but only to selected few. There are people who I freely spew my personal stuff to and they know every single tint of color in me but others, I chose to set a barrier because unimportant things are better kept aside. I certainly do not crave for attention hence, privacy isn't an option. I do tell my parents nearly everything but sometimes little things, I wish they didn't know. Eg. Mum came asking why I skipped class and all that because she saw it in my blog. sigh... I have got to be more inconspicuous from now on. haha... The 3 people who I trust unconditionally are my sister, brother, and Blackie. Parents too of course but you know, not every little detail could be freely accepted by them. Don't get me wrong, I have incredibly strong ties with them. They know everything and I can talk about anything with them, even those errrmmm.... "educational" stuff if you know what I mean. haha... I can talk with a bunch of profanities and they won't mind for as long I don't do that in public which is palpable that I won't. I may not be supremely bright but I'm no idiot either.

Sometimes I feel that people don't care about how I feel and act up selfishly on me but then again,the world doesn't revolve around me. Now that I want to further explain, I couldn't so directly. Changing blog link is currently under serious consideration. haha...I could metaphorically explain stuff but what's the point cracking my head twisting things around and nobody would understand?

Eg 1,
I went for a 2-week camp but forgotten to bring my pencil. I ask a person to lend me his/hers when he/she isn't using and she/he agreed but when I wanted to borrow, he/she told me he/she left it in some other person's tent.. Lol...

Eg 2,
I collect pretty stamps for my own slow use from time to time as I really need to use them but the postman came and exchange my stamps without my knowing and when I came to realize that, I am left with no pretty stamps thus, I had to go around looking for more of them. hahaha...

Eg 3,
There's a difference between the hummings of a true humming bird and a fake one. Ian's idea! hahaha.... He say humming bird hums. Somewhat funny to me. haha...

Eg 4,
The pot is always trying to bring down the kettle but in a way, they are both black.

Eg 5,
They say trust is like virginity. Go figure.

Managed to read between the lines of each example??

This is darn ludicrous. It's just not comprehensive and it's kind of like a subject open to interpretation thing which isn't what I want in case people get the wrong message conveyed and all those whatnots. FYI, those are just sheer statements for example purposes not directed to anyone........or are they?? haha...see! This beating around the bush thing is psychotic.

High chance of packing up and migrating to a new blog but while starting anew is fresh, it is also tedious and informing people who I don't mind them reading is taxing. Let's see how things go these few days/weeks.

I'm suppose to be really hardworking today and study study study but........lazy..........Where is the opportune place where I can absorb the vibe to study, I wonder.

Annie baby and Iannie fattie, I miss you guys.

Lynn Loves Flying Home

I'm back in Kuching! yay!
Comfy Womfy Fomfy Pomfy...

Now that I'm back home once again, the 3 weeks that had passed felt nothing more of a glimpse. Intrigued. The next thing I know, I'll be flying back there and then later back home again........ over and over again.... time just lubricate it all... sweeping by so gently...resulting in oblivious awe until you really think about it...

So my trip back this time is slightly different. I'm usually a lone soul looking like an emotionless-mechanical-lithium-operated-cog queuing up impatiently at the check-in counter with an antisocial constipated grimace doodled all over my pale face because I couldn't bring myself to tolerate the rate at which those counter ladies were working on and also the disorganized queuing lines. Ok ok... budget airlines...I get it... my apologies... =) Since they are providing us with their lowest possible fares, quality of services had to be compromised.

However this time, I had friends boarding same flight with me. Although I don't know them well but , it was better than being totally alone and sitting with strangers. They were really nice and friendly : accomodating. The ever so shy and antisocial me can feel at ease and comfort, you get my drift of how nice they are right? haha... Glad to know them.

When the plane landed, my parents were already there waiting. yay!! I was so worried that my dad would be late again like the previous 2 times. GrrrRRrr!!! lalalalala.... joy..

Went to have a quick peek in Charles&Keith just now. New heels for Chinese New Year. I've made my secret agreement with mummy already. She's going to give me money to shop. hehe.. I'm seriously at the brink of breaking down. The gigantic desperation bell is jinggling aloud but never numbing my eardrums. I want nice clothes for Chinese New Year!! Really really want. Please oh please, let me serendipitously stumble upon a couple of pieces here. You may think I'm making an unnecessary fuss over CNY but I absolutely adore festivities. They are all of impeccable importance to me!! Christmas,Chinese New Year, My birthday(chiefly), Valentine's Day so on so forth. haha.... Actually, those are the only ones I can think of. The "so on so forth" is just to corroborate and fortify my earlier stand. haha....

My sister is so thin now.She seem to be constantly losing weight. How? With superb ease. No fair! I'm coveting. I gained a bit over the brief period of time back in school. Sigh... You see how tormenting it is there. haha.... I meant the food part. There's nothing particularly nice to feed on, yet, I can gain pounds. Maybe it's because of the portion and gluttony me is always inclined to gobble it to the point the plate sparkled? But I'm sure the palpable culprit is still the irresistable supper. Utterly detrimental. But I still can't resist my "Honey Naan". eeyerr....

Freaking tired now. Wasn't even close to getting adequate shut eye last night. My lids weigh a gazillion tonnes now. -_- Tata...

Happy Holidays Darlings!

I'm Happy..I'm Feeling Good...I've Got Sunshine...

Update : Yesterday, we ended up in Timesquare instead of 1U due to time constraints.... Didn't get a hold of any dresses but bought other stuffs instead... sad... Now, I've to endlessly scour the whole of Kuching to find something to wear on CNY. =( I've no dress,no jeans,no heels, and no money.... hehe.... ohh mummyyyy...ohh daddyyyyy.. hehehehehe.... You know I love you...

Good morning dearest darling sweethearts....

I'm happy!!

Just done my Economics test half an hour ago. After stuffing my myself with sandwiches and iced milo, I'm contented. Am in the Computer lab now for my CSC lab class. This is fun. The internet connection is way better than what I have in my room. No more test of patience for now. =D

I think we're going to learn how to utilize powerpoint this class. Goody. Lynn is actually considerably computer illiterate. hahaha... utter embarrassment...

Class finishes at 12pm then I'll be at some Chinese New Year stall doing I'm not sure what until 2pm then Madonna,Anna,and me would be heading to 1 Utama!! Cheerios!!!! Finally, Chinese New Year dresses,here I come!!! =D Baby Ann, I'll try to get you something nice too...if I can. hehe...

I'm so looking forward for Thursday....moomie...doodie...fattie ian ..baby ann... blackie.... friends... i miss you guys heaps!!!

All Set and Done

Yippedee doo daa.... I've pretty much settled down now. I've beautifully enrolled into Semester 2 as in my timetable's a darling despite the fact that I'd have to drag my slothful soul up from bed at 7am or so on Tuesdays,Wednesdays,and Thursdays. That's the drawback but then again, I finish classes at 12pm on Tuesday and Wednesday. That's great! I've only one class on Friday which is from 11am to 12pm and Monday's class starts at 12pm hence, I'd have nice weekends and feel less of them Monday blues since I can sleep in for a little bit more.

I'm taking Calculus 2, Microeconomics, Biology 2, and Public Speaking this semester. Errrmm.... I hope I can walk abreast with all of them but I'm extremely apprehensive about.......Calculus 2!!! No surprise right since I've been endlessly whining about it.

Public speaking class so far is my favorite because it seems rather interesting and relaxing now but we just had our first assignment just now. Every week we would have to present a speech and this Monday's our first! Coolie... Anyway, I really am hyped about this Monday's speech because it's about Madonna! Nyahahahahaha!!! We paired up and we are assigned to talk about each other and 3 unique characteristics of each other. This is fun! Right, Maddie?? muahaha!! Got to think deep and hard for the 3 weirdest things she does. =D We love ridiculing each other and we won't miss any possibility and even the slightest chance to step on each other's tail, verbally but she's starting to get physically aggressive as well;she slaps me! wtf! haha... As of now, she's the biggest bullshitter and swiftest communicator I know of apart from my brother. Awwwwhhhh....aren't you proud,Maddie? haha

I shall digress now.

I want to go KL to hunt for some dresses for Chinese New Year but Maddie is reluctant to accompany me!!!! =( I want to exude my hidden flamboyance. haha.. Hey JUST KIDDING ok. Aiyo... shy shy.... hehe... I like my dresses last year and I really thank the person who brought me all around to look for them. =) Anyway, this year....I don't have anything much in mind except I want maybe a red dress. hehe... hrrmm.... not sure... Well, first things first, am I even going down to KL? hrrmmphh.... @_@

On a sidenote, hair oh hair, please grow faster. I went to get my hair done last Saturday at Alan Salon and as usual, I will let my hairdresser do his thing because I'm always satisfied with the end product but this time, not so much. First, he gave me a bit of red highlights to volumize the hair which I initially didn't know of(p/s: I've very little hair) and secondly, he cut me those straight without parting fringe or better know as bangs. Hrrmmphh... I like a little side parting kind of fringe. So, I'm just hoping real hard that those fringe will grow long enough for me to part and not look weird before Chinese New Year. *fingers and toes crossed!* sigh...

That's how my hair looks like after hours of sitting in the salon.

Now, my fringe is clipped up wherever I go. Utter sadness.

Home Bitter Home

I'm back to college. Had a really long day today and I'm now so tired, I could just sleep forever but I was made to wait for a "piggazoided" mad girl who apparently, is taking her midnight shower so, here I am, typing.

Yesterday night was nice. Blackie was super sweet and he brought me to wherever I wanted to go. I wanted to see Isabel too since I did not exactly spent much time with her so, we went to her house. It was nice to be able to spend time with my BFs! Best friend and boyfriend. =) I did my last minute packing till pretty late like 6am?? haha...Woke up at 9.30am. PffffTTt!! Obviously, inadequate sleep.

So, lack of sleep + leaving home = emotionally cuckoo

I was annoyed at every little thing before I reached school. I was annoyed at how inefficient Air Asia workers were because it took ages to check-in. I was annoyed that the row next to where I sat in the plane, was a baby who can't stop crying and screaming but thank goodness she stopped. But, I was the first to get off the plane from the back exit and lucky enough, my luggage was the first to come out. Coolie...

After I reached my hostel block, I had to climb up several flights of stairs with a bag on my shoulder, laptop on my right hand,and left hand carrying the big heavy luggage. wtf! I stopped at Maddie's floor and when I was strolling my luggage to her room, she opened her door and there she was, the piggazoid whom I haven't seen for 2 months. haha.... She helped me with 2 heavy boxes of which I kept it in the store room then, I started cleaning and unpacking all my stuff. Tedious workload I tell you. haha.... I was hoping either mum or dad would come help me, but noooooo!! haha....

Anyway, I'm glad to say, I did every thing by myself for errmm the first time!!! No help from nobody! nyahaha!!! My roommate mopped the floor though.I swept before that but sweeping is easier than mopping, i know. hehe... Am really happy to see all my dear friends again. xoxo....

Anyway, freaking tired now but I got to head out to get some stationaries for school. The pain of last minute preparations. sigh....

Hopefully, this semester would be a great one. Cheers!

My side of the room. Spick and span! =p

Are You For or Against Plastic Surgery??

Am drop dead bored but I still insist on prolonging school holidays. To feed myself with entertainment, I did some Google search.

Just recently, Isabel's mum told me about Dawn Yang's plastic job. I'm no avid reader of D.Y. but I think I stumbled upon her blog once and I was telling my sister how pretty she is. I thought it was natural beauty only to find out recently that it was all fake. Since I was bored, so, I searched her before and after. Wooohh... really drastic differences. Makes me want to get myself plasticized. hahaha... I want to be very pretty on the outside too!!! *sulks* haha...

That's Dawn Yang's before and after. Pretty swift.

I'm so amazed how the slicing,hammering,and sewing can transform a person beyond recognition. I want rhinoplasty,more prominent eyelids, pout lips, saw off my alienated jutting ribs, liposuction, and another one which I'm shy to say. hahahhahaha.... If only I have the guts and lots of them moo-lahs to get myself a brilliant renown plastic surgeon to do the magic. haha....

FYI, I tend to decamp into a fantasy world of my own hence, thinking about weird stuff like this. In reality, as much as I want to get some touch ups on my features,I wouldn't dare to torture myself with the immense pain of being under the knife. I do complain a lot but I'm actually grateful for what I'm blessed with. =)

I'm curious to know what guys think about plasticized girls? For or against?

I know Blackie is against any form of plastic surgery and he calls me stupid whenever I bring up this matter. -_-" On the contrary, my brother supports. He say as long the end product looks hot then, all is fine.

By the way, is plastic surgery a huge sin?? Every time, I think about plastic surgery, I'm actually afraid of God's punishment. Really!

A Wedding & an Ex Dancer

Yesterday, I accompanied my dad to attend a relative's wedding dinner. The groom is my 2nd cousin. The wedding's rather ordinary except they exchange vows and rings at the dinner itself instead of the church.

Frankly, I don't even know any of my so called relatives. haha... But I was so inspired by my 2nd cousin. He's such a smart ass!! He did his undergraduate under Shell's scholarship, then he did his masters under Singapore's scholarship, and his Phd also under Singapore's scholarship. He's only 28 and working in Schlumberger....you know the really huge oil and gas company that pays very generously. So cool... Young and successful...... I covet that...

Oh! I saw 3 of my secondary school teachers at the wedding dinner. Pn. Fu, Pn. Margaret, and Mr. Teo. I saw Mrs. Hon too, my Chemistry tuition teacher. Apparently, the groom's dad was an ex St. Teresa teacher. Interesting.....

After the dinner, I was inspired to take some pictures using........................pointe shoes!! That pair of pointe shoes are brand new. Even,the ribbon hasn't been sewn on yet. What a waste....

Just for the record, I have NOT been dancing for more than 3 years so these pictures are just for my own pleasure and they are definitely far from ok....the allignment and all are so off but anyway.......here there are.....

The very cliche ballerina pose. Fifth position on pointe.

A very lousy Attitude derriere.. =(

Attitude devant. I've lost my arch on pointe. ='(

This is the highest I can go for penchee and it is saddening when compared to the picture I took when I was in Form 1!!

I'm old and unflexible. I can't dance no more. end of story. haha...

My Concoction of Feelings For 2008

It's 7.30am and I haven't had any shut eye for the night. I'm back to my abnormal nocturnal habits after only a brief sane humane sleeping habits. Sigh.... Was and still am the only complex organism awake in this house (I disregard those nasty insects as complex,excuse me) and certainly, there's nothing much to do so, had been thinking for a bit.

If you had not realized which isn't at all oblivious, there's approximately 11 days left in 2008. I despise the irony of how years swing by,leaving scars which will be nostalgic very soon, make you feel a year older and that you should be a year more mature,make you think if you've made used of your past year, and make you wished you could hit the rewind button.

What had I accomplished this year? That's the question that had my neurons working hard, conscientiously recalling what I actually had done throughout our soon to be obsolete year, 2008.

As grievous and pathetic as it sounds, I personally don't think I'm half as close to making full use of this year but instead, I've mad enormous amounts of indiscriminate decisions where minimal thoughts were let into advantaging use. Lots of mistakes occurred;time and energy dissipated into thin air just like that;everything is irrevocable now and you feel powerless. Pitiful. How was your 2008??

But, every cloud has a silver lining.(consoling myself) It all depends if you want it to be perceptible or not, right? Easy said than done, I'm absolutely aware of it since I'm a total pessimist.

(Time for my precarious optimism to shine.)Anyhow,there's still time to reconcile with all those resentful "apparitions" of yesteryear. Start anew the coming year for it provides a fresh bright ray of light to redeem ourselves.

I'll list out all goods and bads which I faced this year soon. At the meantime, there's still 11 days to get stuffs done and to mark them into your 2008 state-of-the-union. =) Enjoy!

5 days to Christmas and I haven't gotten Blackie's present. -_-" Last minute again. See!! I'm such a disorganized and a priority blinded person. Procrastination is a terminal illness I tell you. sigh...

Battle of The Instant Noodles

I'm going psycho over Korean instant noodles. You seriously have got to try it. It's way more delectable than lousy Maggi noodles. Maggi fans, please don't take umbrage. Avid Maggi fans might dislike Korean noodles on their first attempt. Both are explicitly different in taste especially the Kimchi and Seafood flavor.

In Korean dramas, there are always scene where they'd eat instant noodles straight from the pot and then, they'd expressed how delicious it is and it really is true.

I just find Maggi noodles very low in quality but no doubt they're delicious too. These few years, every time after I consume them, I'd have skin problems which I didn't initially have. Yea, I know that allergies changes every 2 to 3 years, but I just am prejudice over Maggi noodles now and I'm not going to give it the benefit of a doubt. hehe.. My penchant for instant noodles wasn't shaken so, I tried Korean noodles that my mum loves so much and boy, are they delicious and harmless, to me.

They taste a whole lot better and the texture of the noodles is greater. Undoubtedly better in quality. The packaging itself gives people more confidence unlike that of our local noodles. Packaging is pretty important as the substance used could possibly sipped onto the noodles and there are side effects consuming them. Saw that on Tv.

The best Korean noodles that I tasted is none other than the "Korean Claypot Ramyun" Omg... simply gratifying. I can't resist not eating them when I see them in the kitchen drawer but of course they are just as fattening as other instant noodles. I remembered Rachael told me instant noodles take 3 days to completely digest that's why whenever she's going to have them, she's always so happy. (She disciplines what she's going to digest.) Their high carbohydrate and oxidized fat concentrations is enough said but nevertheless, they're divine. *drools*

Anyway, try it and get fatter with me. =)

That's the Claypot flavor.

Satisfying Day Away From Boredom

I love love love it when Mango hit its seasonal sale or whatever sale. I managed to grab 2 tops for school and sis got herself a jacket. I'm a lousy shopper. I don't really know how to shop when everything is so messy and my claustrophobia makes it difficult to squeeze among the crowd. Very uncomfortable. I realized I'm becoming an extremely parasitic shopper. Not money but advice. I need someone else to tell me things look good or bad. It's like I can't decide for my own. Love my sis as my shopping partner. She doesn't care about what I think, she just cheekily say whatever she wants to. Precisely what I need.

My favorite buy. So casual looking. =)
This one is really comfy. Nice to attend classes with.
I like long sleeves that wrap fittingly around the wrist.

I feel the grievance of the sales promoters. They need to refold the clothes nicely all the time and just after a while, shoppers would mess them up again, then, they'd need to start from scratch. They must have silently wished no one enters. haha...That was what Isabel and I were hoping when we worked last time. It was funny. We'd be whispering to each other saying "Don't come in;these clothes are not your type; you better not unfold those shirts so on so forth." haha... fun times....

Good thing is the MNG's sale is until 4th January, according to my uncle. haha... I didn't spot anything I really like in Charles & Keith but the one that I was keeping an eye on for about two weeks now couldn't be found anywhere within their three corners. =( I got my eyes on another denim shorts from Padini but Ann told me to look for other comparative choices so, didn't get it yet.

Mum got me a camera. More accurately, won me a camera. Yup, mum won something again from those travel quizzes she took online. Yay! Wonder if she'll still get me something else for Christmas but I don't mind too if she didn't. I'd regard the camera as a Christmas present but of course it'll be nice to have errmmm.... a nice watch or necklace. hahhahaahahahha.... *My parents read my blog so hopefully they picked up my hint but it's alright if they don't... but it'll be nice* hahaha.... Moomie...Doodie... *wink wink*

I enjoyed my day today but account's draining rapidly like how shit gets vacuumed quickly into the sewer. Horrifying.

I want to do this and that and this and that but......

Holidays.... I love holidays but I waste them all the time. I never do anything beneficial. haha... Before hand... I had lots of plans of how I want to spend my precious holidays but that was when I was all scrunched up with exams but now that I'm living my holidays, I just don't want to do anything at all. haha... Slacker....

Today.... Blackie called me at around 12 pm saying he'll come pick me up an hour or so for lunch. I told him the night before that I wanted to have "dim sum". When he reached my house, he called me. And guess what.... you won't be surprise.. hahah... I was still sleeping... I told myself I was only going to have a 15 minutes nap after his first call. But thank goodness, he wasn't in a foul mood so he was ok with it. But I know, if that happened once more, he might be really annoyed. 3rd time is definitely not a charm in this case.

After dim sum, he had to go to his shop to help fix some plank thingymajiger so he brought me along. Awkward awkward.... When he was busy doing his stuff, I'm left there with his mum. Both rather speechless.haha.. I am by far the most unsociable person,mind you. I get really shy around people whom I'm not close to. hmmmppphhh....

Didn't do much after that. U see what i mean?? I do menial stuff everyday. bummer...

Oh yea... my sis went to Damai with her friends yesterday and she got back today, scorched!! she was never as fair as I am but now she is DARK! haha... sunburn like everywhere. haha.. I wonder how she's going to go through the skin-peeling moments which awaits her.I would never dare play under the sun for long because I would look ghastly if I'm darker than what I am now.

Played with webcam a while just now and took some unhappy pictures.hahah... Just for the fun of it. I'm not sad. hahaha...

Do I look like a pitiful abandoned lost puppy?? nahh...failed...

They all look the same I know. They were randomly taken in a go and I'm the least creative poser.. haha..got to learn from my sis...

A freshly roasted Annie and I

Introducing Blackie

Just got back from another date with him. All the "him & he" calling is getting vexing. I'll refer him as blackie ok. hahah... This nickname is given by my dear Isabel. hahah... because he is dark hence, blackie.

Blackie brought me to Scoops to get my chocolate ice-cream. Got it but the chocolate ice-cream isn't nice anymore. Went to watch Quantum of Solace. It was pretty much a bore to me because I never exactly liked those action movies and I don't think Craig is at any point good looking. *Yawn*. But I'm sure most of you would disagree with me.

Blackie was the cheery guy I loved once again. Finally, he's back to his humorous and joyful self. Really had a wonderful time talking and all. Happy! =D

After movie, I told him I want to eat. He brought me to McDonalds. Lynn Lynn Lynn.... following your eating habits, how are you going to lose weight?? tsk tsk tsk....

By the way, Madonna and I had an agreement that we both must lose 5 kg before next semester. haha.... Pursuing the unimaginable......

All Set and Done

Phewww.... finally done most of the packing and clearing up. Went all night to study last night and had another sleepless night now. My oh my... I'm going to turn into an old hag pretty soon but thank goodness I can hibernate for as long as I wish once I get home. Darn tired. Stuffed most of my stuff into those two boxes and I'm only bringing home the small dirty pink suitcase. Thinking about having to transfer all those stuffs inside out again next semester is such a pain in the arse. I'm going to coax mummy and daddy to come with me next sem so you know... hahhaha.... Hopefully I succeed. What can I say..I'm a compulsive lazy bum. haha..

I owe so much to my dearest Fatin. She helped me so much on clearing and packing up. She's one impeccably amazing friend.

Hmmm....actually felt kind of heavy hearted to part with my friends here. They had added so much spark to my stodgy life here. Without them, I'd be deprived of fun,entertainment and life. haha.... At the same time, miss my Kuching friends too but most won't be home soon.

My eyes literally weigh a billion pounds now. Argh...so sleepy.. but leaving for airport in some 2 hours time. I'll be in total unconsciousness in the plane later. Just hope I'll not snore like the previous time when I was exhausted and slept in the plane. haha.... Embarrassing.... hehe...

Kind of agreed a few days ago that I'll go meet up with a certain *someone* before I leave but didn't happen. I'm a tad upset after realizing some important stuffs. Idiotic and naive I was. Hurt....

Lalalala....

Finals end tomorrow!! hahha.... As usual, I'm having my last-day-exam-laid-back syndrome. Everytime when it's the last day of exam, I feel soooooooooo lazy to study... worst of all, it's sociology tomorrow. This time it isn't the usual mere 4 chapters.... it's 16 chappies!!! like 500+ pages and hahaha.... i've finish 1 chapter. hahahhaahaha.... oh well... just going to try to flip flip through... hopefully... I planned to not sleep the entire night till after the exam. I'm worried but I'm not at the same time... real odd...

Can't wait to get it done and over with and prepare to get homeeeeeeeee!!! yay!!! Finally, the semester is over...

Isabel dear... sorry I haven't been contacting you... Will get to you right after exam tomorrow!! miss u heaps!!...

It's going to be one hell of a night tonight... but gonna start it off with some McD.... freaking hungry now but lazy to walk all the way out to feed my rumbling tummy...

update : 5.55am
Bummer... i've only read throught 5 chapters of... summary.. haha...each chap has 2 pages of summary and that's all i've read. still 10 more chappies to go... exam's at 11am. Should i get some shut eye or not? Still considering... gahh.... i don't know... i want to but it's like the final battle... i guess i should put in all that i can and collapse later. haha...

Finals!

Finals starts tomorrow!! @_@ am worried but just can't wait to get over it though I have tonnes more to study.. I get all angsty, unsure, darn nervous and all those weird symptoms running through my spine prior to exams. My daddy says I've phobia of exams. Hmm..Perhaps. And that evil old man barely calls me to check on me. Dad!!! Call me!!! Like... a few times a day ok??!! You're the outlet of all my angst!!!

But the very next morning after exams, I'd be flying back home and this time it'll be 2 months of sheer paradise. no more exams or quizzes to electrocute me. =p

Guess what's the first exam that's whipping me.... my most feared... CALCULUS!! But then, it'll be the first to be over so I guess it ain't all that bad. ^^ I still don't know how to sketch a darn graph.. sighh....

ERrrRRmm...

I finally got through all those hectic assignments n tests. I'm going back home again tomorrow.. hehe... Delighted!!

I just love going back home.

But.... there was never a time back home when I'm so called holiday-ing do I have total relaxation. There'd always be the need to study for quiz or tests. And this Monday, I'm having another Biology quiz. 3 brand new chappies to bloat myself. Perhaps it's more a boon than a bane since finals is approaching and studying that bit would ease a whole lot later. haha... just trying to console myself. Biology could be such a pain at times. Endless workload which makes me reconsider whether to take the continuation next semester. Oh shucks.. I really don't know...

Had my last sociology short test errmm...on Tuesday... Didn't have time to pen down all I wanted as usual because we've only got 50 minutes to answer 2 essays and it has to be considerably lengthy to satisfy professor. Was basically rushing the whole time as usual with little time to think or reflect... I hope it'll turn out errrmmm alright.... And my sociology trials would be on 22nd October. My case is regarding euthanasia. Will talk on that soon. =)

And....dilemma... I do not know the ideal birthday gift for a guy... gahhh....

I'm having atrocious pimple attack...

I haven't pack. Boooooo Hoooooo........

And... I just got hold of the Korean drama "Coffee Prince" in which my sweetie Gong Yoo acted as the main star... muahaha... I know I'm extremely outdated but better late than never. Off to watch now. ^^

Errmm..

Was a little late for calculus class this afternoon so missed out what lecturer said in the beginning. So, only at the end of class......I found out that calculus test was POSTPONED to after holidays. Hrrmmpphh... part of me is happy... the other part just wants to get the test done and over with fast. GrrRr... hate this sort of ambivalence. (>.<)

My biology quiz is postponed as well but for me and my roommate only because we both are flying back home early and not in time to sit for the quiz. haha... Thank goodness. hehe.. I don't know anything bout the 4 chapters yet. But on the other hand, this means there's going to be lots to study during holidays. *sobbbb* Hope I'll have the will and time to study.

As for now, there's only one final work that is awaiting completion. It's my weekly biology report but of all the week's, this one is the most tedious and lengthy one and it's going to be one crappy verbose report. Words would be pouring in packly in a few pages since there are so many questions and they require proper considerably detailed explanation. -_-" feel so lazy...

But after that, I'm going home! The countdown is reaching an end. hiaks hiaks hiaks... Oh dear, you seriously have no idea how eager I am to go home. I miss everyone back home. Can't wait to get back and pinch lil Annie,Iva and Tyler's cheeks. ohohohoho...