Last Year, Today

1 year had passed. SPM results are out today and congratulations to all that scored well. Congrats to my darling Kristen for obtaining straight A's. St. Teresa Secondary School's results drop a bit this year though. Only 4 straight A1 and altogether 16 straight A's whereas last year, there were 6 straight A1 and altogether 24 straight A's. Nevertheless, congratulations to all. They must all be having a feast of joy today and from tomorrow onwards, they'd be scouring for scholarships. haha...

Last year, this time, was one of my most blissful day. Not only because of my SPM results but there's something else too which I never really told anyone. hehe... How I wish to go back in time to a year ago.....

The day before SPM, Blackie asked me if I'd want to go yam cha with him the next day but I told him that depends on my results. If sad, how to go out right? The next day, we went out for hi-tea...lol... He came to pick me up, and the first thing he did was asked for my results and I told him and he was taken aback. -_-" He thought I was just going to pass SPM with B's and C's. Proves that I have the not-study-material face. haha...oh well... don't really mind actually...

After munch munch sip sip talk talk, he drove me back and when I was almost home, he professed his affection for me. hahahaha...sounds disgusting right? haha...that's the whole point. That time, I still wasn't that that that close to him and I'm actually very shy and reserved to people whom I'm not close to so, I didn't know how to answer him. haha... All I did was smile in a very awkward manner. haha....

After he was done saying all he wanted and I didn't respond much, he then said maybe you want to consider about it? Immediately subtly nodded. hahaha.... Part of the reason to why I held back was also because it was 12th March. Why not 12th March?? Secret. ^^

Deep down, I was very happy when he told me he liked me because at that time, I liked him a bit already. tee hee.. I won't be going out with him if I don't.

I was already supremely elated because of my results and what he told me could be depicted as the delicious creamy whipcream on top of my ice blended chocolate chip. ooooooo....starbucks..... i'm deprived of you here.... speaking of which, opposite the ATM machine now, there's the LG truck promoting their ice-cream phone and there's Baskin Robbins sign on it. It gave me so much hope that they'll be Baskin Robbins ice-cream but my hopes all came crashing. boo hoo... But, the ice-cream phone is really lovely and sweet. I want the pink one. Can I have that as my belated birthday present, mum? Please. =D Ya la, I know the answer is no la. hrrmpphh.. (>.<)

Nap time. Goodnight.... XOXO

My First Valentine's Day =D

Happy Belated Valentine's Day My Dearest Darling Readers!! Did you all had a nice V'day??

A very cheery me. ^^ The pillow was suppose to make me look smaller.haha

I'm very contented with mine. Euphoria is clouding me now...in a nice context of course. I'm so so so so supremely happy until I do not know how to put my happiness into perfect words. The whole afternoon yesterday, Ann and I were scouring high and low in "The Spring" to look for Valentine's Day gifts for our Valentine. haha... I didn't mean to be so last minute but I stay in Nilai, Negeri Sembilan (you have no idea how backdated that place is. No kidding!) and I was stuck with a whole lot of work so, I didn't have time to go all the way to KL to shop. If I could, I certainly would. I'm so sorry dearest.

Presenting.... My Dearest Valentine... =D

It was so difficult to choose nice presentable gifts. We went into targeted shops several times each just to finally make our purchases. Went to a "Jantzen" to get a hair wash. Service was fairly good. Friendly hairdressers as usual but sometimes it irritates me that they ask so many questions. It was already 7pm after I was done with Spring. Poor Ian, he had to rush us back home and send his friend home and then come back home to drive Ann out. hehe...

Around 8.15pm, Blackie picked me up. We headed to "The Living Room" for our dinner. We both had lamb. Yumm!! Lamb's the best!! Dinner and all was basically normal except that you see couples everywhere. After that, I went over to Joanne's house to pick up the cookies I ordered from her. Those cookies were made by her mum and Joanne's mum make the best cookies and cakes. Really delicious.

Typical ambience but I like it.

Outside The Living Room. The boss asked us to hold the balloons. Aren't ours. haha

All the while, he kept talking in a way that he did not get me any Valentine's gifts and all he had planned was a dinner. But, knowing him, I knew he gotten me something because I stress so much that this was my first Valentine's Day and he better make it the best there is. hehehe... Whenever I tell him that, he'd be laughing away and telling me he's pressured and worried. So adorable. =D I always thought that he'd never get me flowers because I did mention that I don't fancy flowers that much and he did say that it's squandering money to get flowers since they die. But, deep down, I really wanted flowers since it's my first V'day. hehe.... We saw lots of booth selling flowers and gifts by the road side and he asked if I wanted him to get me flowers from them. -_-"!! Of course I said no. No point right? haha...

We were kind of like just having a jolly car ride all around until he told me he needed to buy something. He drove all the way to Hilton Hotel to get me.......... Haagen Dazs ice cream!! hahaha... I find that really diabetically sweet!! I'm a big time ice-cream junkie and of course I told him I like Haagen Dazs before but I never expected him to suddenly get me that. So sweet!! Love love love...

After some more car ride around town, he told me he want to buy me something from the airport. I was very confused and shocked. It was around 11pm already so, all that is left open are McD and Starbucks but I was bloated after dinner. I told him there's no need to get me presents *ahem* and definitely no more food. When we got to the airport's little flyover, he told me to get down, then, he opened the trunk of his car.

OoooooOOOO..... A bouquet of roses and a pretty box next to it. So happpppppyyyyy but shy at the same time!!!! haha... Love it to bits!! He's so sweet and I'm so in love. hehe... Well,what can I say? I'm a very typical girl who loves festivities. hehe... He then brought me to his house. Chat with his parents and aunts. His aunt is so sweet. Kept offering me cookies but I'm rather fussy when it comes to food. I tried rejecting, but she continued insisting so, took them and when she wasn't looking, stuffed them into Blackie's mouth. hehe...


He opened his gift at home when I was there. It's nothing much but I hope he likes them nonetheless. I opened mine at home and I am deeply in love with everything he had gotten me. Every single item is something I truly adore. He got me a Roxy bag, a Roxy t-shirt, a little heart shape plushie-kinda-thing , a cute little rose from "Memory Lane" of which I always tell him I like whenever we walk pass the shop, a bar of chocolate, a packet of "Famous Amos" cookies, and of couse the bouquet of roses. I could not ask for better gifts. I'm extremely happy.

What's a traditional V'day without roses?? I love the volume of the bouquet. So nice to hold. hehe...
Roxy!! My ultimate guilty pleasures.Chocolate and cookies are my staple food. Everything is simply magnificent. Love love love!!

Press the middle and it squeaks "I love you" three times. Tee hee.. I love heart shape stuffs.

I then started feeling remorseful for all the times that I took him for granted and treated him so horribly. =( He's always so nice to me and sometimes, I never seem to appreciate it or even neglected his thoughtfulness. I am kind of culpable for most of our little misunderstandings. Sighh... I need the Dummy Guide to Being A Better Girlfriend.

I'm really grateful I have Blackie to call mine. hehehee.... I'm going to bring all those stuff back to school so at least I have slivers of Blackie to embrace when I'm feeling stressed and down which I'd definitely be encountering the coming 2 weeks.

My first Valentine's Day is splendid and it's something worth treasuring. The facet of the happiness is definitely because I get to spend it with someone so sweet & whom I care for. =)

2AM's This Song

Sorry...I can't help it. Just got to share with you all. I love this song.

This is the pre-debut clip of 2am. I think Jo Kwon is so cute!! He trained for 8 years before debuting so, yea...that's why he broke down.Guess it was a touching moment..


This is their 3rd performance at the Inkigayo programme. There's english subtitle. I think the song is so sweet. =D Love love love.... I like Jo Kwon! He's only 20. haha.. The song is called "This Song" or "Inorae".

Friends from St. Teresa Secondary School

I absolutely miss all those secondary school times with my dear friends. I, like many others never thought I'd be missing secondary school. Was actually eagerly anticipating the day I can step out of school to breathe the air of emancipation. haha... how wrong was I.

When I to turn back and mulled over the events of my secondary school life, I realized how I missed and wished to live those days again. But I guess I wouldn't be missing it if I didn't have those friends who scintillated every bit of my secondary school years. Sigh.. how I miss all of them, now that every one of us had parted ways.

I have a couple of best friends in school and those dare devils really added so much sugar, spice and everything nice into my schooling life.

Isabel is the super adorable, perky, fun, nicest, caring, insane,and lovable girl whom I sat next to for 3 years.
Joanne is the loudest, smartest,hardworking, pretty hot and tempting, funny yet lovely girl whom I sat next to in Form 5. I was clamp in between two of them in Form 5. Life was amazing. The 3 of us love love love Korean Acts....oh how we enjoy talking about Korea's what's hot and what's not.
Aixora, definitely the most humorous, most unpunctual for school, really optimistic, great at socializing, nice, and pretty girl who feeds us with latest happenings.
Ivanna, awwhh...this girl... super cute, loud, has contagious laugh, prim and proper, gentle, hardworking, tall and she's far away in Russia now. =(
Rachael, our squash player, tallest among us, loves tan skin, has really pretty eyes and damn kissable lips, really healthy(feeds on fruits) and she loves dogs and cats!! errKK!! hahaha.... I'm animal phobic. =)

Of course, there are many other good friends that spice up my life. Too many to list and I don't want to hurt anybody if I so happen to forgot to list them down. Will introduce them in pictures. Errmm... Will bold their NAMES in captions...

I really miss the times where :-
1) My best friends and I gather and just talk about any random thing and laugh nonstop
2) We illegally ate in class when teacher is teaching
3) Ivanna got caught eating and she looked so worried..haha
4) Isabel and I borrowed textbooks from other people since both of us never brought out textbooks to school... oh how the others gave us their unpleasant glare
5) We borrowed other friends homeworks to copy when the due date to hand in was the next day (none of us ever really completed our homeworks)
6) We stayed in class to talk for quite some time when others when to laboratory and we'd join the class late
7) the 6 of us just walk down to church together to wait for our parents after school

In brief, I just miss the times where my best friends and I do everything together or just simply sit in Coffeebean and talk the day away. It's so hard for all of us to gather together now. We all have different schedules. Like now, only Joanne and I are having holidays. The rest, not sure when.

Pictures time.... but the many picture files that I have are GONE!!! My comp was reformat and now all I have left are these.... All the Leo functions and birthdays that we attended, I don't have them. sighh...

Form 5 pictures
p/s: All of them look way better than in pictures ok. Everybody looks not as good in school. Furthermore,these were taken close to SPM so eyebags and all are really prominent. All my friends are gorgeous ok! >.<

Left to right : Me, Joanne, Ivanna, Rachael, Isabel, AINSYAH, Aixora and Mr Teo
Identified my best friends yet?
Ivanna, Rachael, Me, Mr George(History Teacher), Aixora
Rach, Me,Joanne,Ivanna,Isabel, Aixora, AMANDA

Top Row : Joanne,Me, CHRISLYNN(my cousin), Rachael, ANNE,Ivanna
2nd Row: MAGDALENE, Isabel, STEPHANIE, CHOULYEW, Aixora
Front Row : HAZIQAH, NATALIE, ALICIA
Back Row: Ivanna, AUDREY, Me, Isabel, Rachael
Front: SARAH, Joanne, GODWINNA, Aixora
GODWINNA, Rachael, Me
Rach, Me, Ivanna
Rach,AMANDA, Me, Godwinna
SARAH, me, VICTORIA, AUDREY and GODWINNA's side
Darling Isabel enjoying the shepherd pie Aixora made
Joanne, me, SERAPHINA(we're very violent towards each other..we greet each other with a hard slap on the back.haha)
With CLAUDIA(she's really kind and generous in helping..classmates since form 1 ^^)
With CARMELLA, Ivanna and Isabel
My dare devil cousie and Rachael
The sweet GODWINNA and I. She had food in her mouth when this was taken.
Awhh...I really miss break time with these 2 lovelies(Bel and jo-n)
The last time we gathered in the hall for assembly.
VICTORIA,AUDREY,Rachael, Ivanna,Isabel, Joanne, SARAH,me, GODWINNA
Waiting for our car in Church.
Joanne,Me,Ivanna,Isabel, EUGENIA(she's another Korean addict)
haha...Just posted this pic to save it here in case I lose it. With my sis and her vociferous friends. Seriously, when they are together and they start getting excited. Mama mia... really loud but they're so adorable together. haha...
Pei San, Jessica, my sis(Ann), me, Gabrielle, Guinevere
The ever so sprightly Miss Joanne Pei
Little Miss Cute and Little Miss Splendid
Joanne and I
Additional Math Teacher, Mdm Fu
MICHELLE TOK and I
Best Friends Forever!! XOXO
Ivanna, AMANDA,MICHELLE,Joanne, Aixora,Me,Isabel
Without Aixora
The Gohs (Isabel Goh and Rachael Goh)

Pictures of 2007 Leo Forum in Miri
Shoot...I only have those from Bel's Camera...the rest are gone.... =(

In the plane to Miri
I was sleeping, Joanne hates airplane's smell, Ivanna wide awake. Isabel took the picture
Last day at the Forum. Ivanna and I

Ivanna, Joanne, Me, and Isabel
That's all I have folks. Real sad. All the pictures during the banquet night and others are gone!!

My 18th Birthday on 2nd March 2008
Joanne and Aixora couldn't make it because they were having their National Service Training. Ivanna was studying in Penang. Rachael had squash competition. But I was still really happy my other buddies came to celebrate with me. =D

Left side: Chrislynn,Seraphina,Michelle
Right side : Magdalene, Amanda and me
Left : Audrey, Sarah, Chrislynn,Michelle, Me
Right : Isabel,Magdalene, Amanda
haha...my cousie's funny ain't she?
Isabel!! She did so much for me to have this wonderful birthday dinner!! Thanks dear!! Love u so much!
Lovely Michelle.
Drinks at Frappe after dinner at Secret Garden

There were other friends who celebrated with me too.
Right: Bernard, Karvin, Kenny... me and Alexandra in the middle
Left : Alicia and Walter
He wasn't ready. haha.(Hint hint: He has dark complexion so...get it?)
My chocolate cheesecake which Isabel and Bernard bought for me! Yummo!

That's all folks! How I miss spending time with all these people. I'm really grateful to have all of them as part of my life.
XOXO!!