Blardeeeefool TOOOOOTTTT
JUST SHOOT ME NOW. IT'S TOO BORING. IT BORES ME TO DEATH BY ITS MUNDANE, ABSOLUTELY VERBOSE, EXCESSIVE, POINTLESS CRAP WHICH I DON'T FREAKING CARE. I REALLY REALLY REALLY DESPISE THICK TEXT BOOKS. I OFFICIALLY ABHOR FACTUAL SUBJECTS. ALL THE MEMORIZING AND REGURGITATING IS A STABBING BLEEDING PAIN IN THE ASSHOLE. HOW DO PEOPLE HANDLE FACTS??? BORING FACTS!! GOTTA EMPHASIZE THAT. CRAP LAAAAA......
WHY ON EARTH DID I TORTURE MYSELF BY TAKING ANNOYING SUBJECTS THAT I'VE COMPLETELY NO INTEREST OR FONDNESS ON. WHY OH WHY?? MY GPA IS GOING TO TAKE A HARD BEATING. SIGHHHHH.....
SPEAKING OF WHICH, I'M SO SO SO SO SO SICK OF PEOPLE UNDERESTIMATING AND LOOKING DOWN ON ME. I SWEAR, I'M SO SICK. IT'S BEEN YEARS!!! AND TODAY, IT HIT ROCK BOTTOM. I'M A PITIFUL CAMEL WHOSE BACK WAS BROKEN BY A TINY STRAW. WTF WTF WTF!!
YESTERDAY AFTERNOON, THERE'S THIS POINTLESS INTERVIEW WHICH WAS COMPULSORY SO, HAD TO GO. I DON'T MIND ACTUALLY BUT UNFORTUNATELY, I WAS INTERVIEWED BY AN ASSHOLIC GOAT!!! BLOODY MAN. THAT BLOODY FELLOW WHO CAN'T SPEAK OR BARELY UNDERSTOOD ENGLISH WAS SO DARN ARROGANT AND SARCASTIC. HE THINK HE'S HIGH ALMIGHTY. TALKING ALL THOSE BULL.
HE WAS SUPPOSE TO ASK HOW'S INTI AND STUFF THAT WE LEARNT BUT HE BARELY TOUCHED THOSE ISSUE BUT WENT ON BRAGGING BOUT HIS SO CALLED ACHIEVEMENT. PUH-LEEZEE... THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE SEEMS OBSCURE TO HIM AND HE HAD THE AUDACITY TO CLAIM HE'S A PROFESSOR WITH PHD OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I HEARD PHD BUT NOT SURE IF HE WAS TALKING BOUT HIMSELF OR HIS WIFE. I ADMIT MY BAHASA MALAYSIA CAN ROT IN HELL SO I ANSWERED IN ENGLISH BUT I DOUBT HE CAUGHT ALL I SAID. I HAD TO REPEAT TO CLARIFY WHAT I SAID BECAUSE HE JUST DON'T GET IT AND SAY DIFFERENT STUFF WHEN I ANSWERED. HE KEPT ASKING HOW COME I DIDN'T GO INTI, KUCHING. I TOLD HIM I WAS PLACED HERE, I DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE AND INTI,NILAI IS BETTER SINCE IT'S THE MAIN CAMPUS. HE STILL KEPT SAYING I SHOULD HAVE GONE THERE. WHICH PART OF "I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE" DOES HE NOT FATHOM?? SIMPLE ENLISH LA. DAMN IT!!
OH OH OH... HE ASKED HOW MANY CREDIT HOURS HAVE I TOOK. I SAID INCLUDING THIS SEM, 27. HE HEARD 20 AND SAID HOW COME I DIDN'T TAKE MORE? I SAY TIME CONSTRAINTS. HE REPLIED " AIYO...PERGI KAHWIN LA" CRAZY BO-KA-SI PU-BO BASTARD. THEN CHAT SOME MORE THEN HE HEARD 27. STUPID LA. HEAR WRONGLY THEN TALK BULLSHIT. HE'S SUCH A WASTE OF OXYGEN AND SPACE ON EARTH.
IT CAME TO A POINT WHERE HE ASKED MY SPM RESULTS. I TOLD HIM AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE GOAT REPLIED??? HE WENT " WAAA...KAMU ADA TIPU TAK? SAYA NI PROFESSOR ...BOLEH BAGI YOU "F" KALAU KAMU TIPU. JANGAN TIPU AH." EXCUSE ME MADAME, I'M NOT THAT DESPERATE TO LIE ABOUT MY RESULTS. EEEYERRR!! THEN HE WENT "OK, YOU TELL ME NOW...HOW DID YOU STUDY TO GET THAT RESULTS?" STUPID LA. STUDY HARD BEFORE SPM LA. STILL GOT HOW. ISH ISH ISH...
I KNOW I DON'T HAVE THE SMART FACE AND I'M NOT BRILLIANT BUT JUST STOP UNDERESTIMATING ME TO THE POINT OF DUMBNESS ALREADY. STOP TRYING TO PUSH ME DOWN. STOP TRYING TO DEMORALIZE ME. STOP KILLING MY ALREADY DYING CONFIDENCE. WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE LOOK DOWN ON MY ABILITIES? I KNOW I DON'T HAVE MUCH BUT IS IT NECESSARY TO TORMENT ANOTHER BY THROWING HORRID REMARKS AT THEM JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN?? I'VE HAD THIS YEARS AGO AND ALL I DID WAS KEPT MY SILENCE AND JUST FREAKING BOTTLE IT UP. EVEN MY FAMILY MEMBERS DO THAT TO ME. IT STINGS OK!! I HAVE FEELINGS!!
I JUST FEEL VERY TOUCHY NOW BECAUSE I HAVE SO MUCH TO STUDY AND I GET SOME KIND OF HORMONE IMBALANCE WHEN I'M UNDER STRESS SO LOTS OF LITTLE THINGS ANNOY ME. SO SORRY. SEE, I TOLD YOU THAT YOU'D BE EXPECTING MORE RANTS. I JUST CAN'T HELP IT. SUE ME. BOO HOO... ERRRGHHH!!! PISSIFYING.....
I SO SO SO NEED A BREATHER.....THANK GOODNESS I'M GETTING ONE SOON.
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