Hopelessly Dying Inside

WHAT HURTS THE MOST WAS BEING SO CLOSE!!!

it was at some point beyond my control and i gave it my all. ='(

ERGH!!!

I wish only my friends and family would view my blog. I feel so insecure with my blog now.

Why must those people whom I do not know....view my blog... happen to know someone I'm close to.... then start making a big fuss over the things I write about my life which doesn't concern them and start asking stuff or teasing those that I'm close to.... Like wth!! Worst of all, that particular thing that I wrote was something that made me happy. It's not that I'm ranting or scrutinizing something.

I'm just so pissed off..... I'm not stepping on your tail, why must you squeal??

Demolition time. Goodbye! Look for my new blog. See ya....

Condemnation!!!!

I have an extremely strong propensity to flood this post with profanities. So far, I haven't really put in any hard core profanities....should I break the chain and do it now?

I just encountered the most horrifyingly embarrassing thing moments ago and I am not exagerrating one bit. Seriously a*hole I tell you.

But I won't blurt it all out here. That's how embarassing it is. Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

The worst part of it all was that................. *sob sob sob*..... my dear Blackie was there to witness every bit of torturous sentiment there was. Darn....

I hereby officially abhor toooooooooooooooooootttttttt Star Cineplex!!!!! Darn darn darn.....

Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................ just kill me..... =)

lalalalalalalalala.........I so wanna swear.............seriously............... gahhhhhhh................... (>.<)

I've had enough

Dear Mr you-know-who-you-are

I'm sorry if you were offended but I really can't take anymore of your teasing and insults. I'm sure you don't realize, but I've always been patient and letting you say and do whatever you wanted. But enough is enough. As a friend, you don't even care what I think. You want everything to go your way. Sorry that I can't be a submissive friend to comply because I hate dominant people.

You might think what you were saying was funny or merely a joke but you should know when to crack a joke and when not too. I've told you that I was very tired and not in the mood to play around but you didn't even care but still continue saying hurtful things to me.

You always tell me not to say certain things to you because you don't like it. Then, do you even take into consideration what I do not like to hear?? Since last sem I've told you a lot of times about it and you said you won't say those kind of stuff again but you still do.......a lot of times..... I've been patient but seriously, I have feelings and I'm a girl for goodness sakes. Just because I don't act out, doesn't me I don't care. I've told you nicely many times.Girls are all sensitive no matter how they try not to be. You like to do things your way and whenever I do not want to follow, you still forced me.

You asked me if I've realized that you change. If you said you did, I'd prefer the old you. Anyway, I'm fed up. Why should I let you treat me so badly? Who do you think you are?